Life after this…..is everything we want it to be. 
At least we can tell ourselves that. 

Seen the hawk today. 

Miss you baby girl. 💔

You know that feeling of taking care of a toddler or infant? They have constant needs. So a good majority of your time is caring for them. Nurturing. Making sure they are safe. I spent almost fifteen years caring for another human. Daily needs and concerns. The sole decision makers for another persons life. Yeah. That’s cancer parents to a child. 

That has ended. Abruptly. Never to have back. 
And so I am lonely. 
My daily musings. A kind of therapy I guess. 
#cantrevealeverything
#missyouZ