Life after this…..is everything we want it to be.
At least we can tell ourselves that.
Seen the hawk today.
Miss you baby girl. 💔
You know that feeling of taking care of a toddler or infant? They have constant needs. So a good majority of your time is caring for them. Nurturing. Making sure they are safe. I spent almost fifteen years caring for another human. Daily needs and concerns. The sole decision makers for another persons life. Yeah. That’s cancer parents to a child.
That has ended. Abruptly. Never to have back.
And so I am lonely.
My daily musings. A kind of therapy I guess.